You should know
I can’t even listen to New Found Glory
Without thinking of you
And I’ve waited too long
And that snow trip we took
I thought I’d found that someone

That snow trip
Where you took my phone and DJ’d all the way home
The triple date
Where I was made fun of for ordering tea
And in the parking lot
And you pulled me in for a kiss in your passenger seat

You should know
Sometimes I think of you for no reason at all
And at other times, for very specific reasons
When I’m watching hockey
Because you’re still the only girl I’ve seen in nothing but my jersey
Or Dr. Horrible
Because just having you near reminds me, “Heads up, Billy buddy.”

And you should know
I can’t listen to New Found Glory without thinking of you
Now it’s been years since we’ve talked
And I’ve no right to bother you with this
So I’ll just lie in my bed lying to myself about what could’ve been
This is where my head’s at tonight
And it’s all downhill from here



You’ve found your arms tied behind your back
In a way that you’ve always fantasized
Yet here you are in it questioning
If this is really what you envisioned
These thoughts wash away as his teeth find their way
To the veins running up your neck
The blood in flow bursting to show
In the form of an abuse to bestow
His dominance that’s frustrating you
In every way you want it to

So you bite your lip and break eye conact
Turn your head away in a way to tease
Betraying your inner contention outwardly
But at the last moment you lift your eyes
Just enough to confirm your consent
For what in the rest of this night lies

The curve of your hips and lips
Are all that can be made out in this light
Though he’s not using his eyes to find
All the places you never knew that you
Always wanted to be touched, kissed, loved
Left only to close your eyes and take it in with a shudder

His hand has found its way to cradle your face
Gently holding you to keep his gaze
Slowly drawing you in so near
Firmly pulling you by the ear
Until slowly your lips meet
A scene so intimate you don’t believe it
You’re floating in this you’re gloating
To this scene you’ve submitted
Yourself to the throes of that which will
Hold in his hands all the control
Over the night this domination

Though you didn’t know it he was slowly leading you
Through that threshold only ever read, seen or dreamed
Still locked at the lips and making your way
You hear the door from behind clasp its latch
Gravity itself spins on its side
Leaving you looking up into the eyes that brought you
To this very moment in time in space, his face
Lost in it you’re reeling in this carnal weakness

You’ve found your hands above your head bound
By the strength of this beast reveling in his feast
And yourself transformed as some lycanthrope
Letting yourself loose to be finally free
Into his eyes you drink this in with a wry grin
He matches your smile and gaze through the musty haze
As though he knows exactly just what’s in your head
As if he could predict where your purpose lies

In a moment like blinding lightning
You throw all your effort up with a twist
To turn the power tipping the scales in your favor
Now it’s you looking down from the mount
You’ve got his hands shackled overhead
For a moment his body lurches in resistance
Your hair in streams flowing to his chest
You move in slowly to ravage and reep
Relishing in the rewards of ensnaring your prey
Now stuck to obey the will of your way

With this he releases a growl of a chuckle
Snarling your way as his body quakes
From under the pain of your fangs
Your newly found libidinous being
Fully formed in fruition under the full moon
Releasing this bestial lecherous ardor
In waves upon the sands of your newly found pawn
You’re wielding the strings pulling him to your heart’s content

Until you’ve pulled just a little too hard
At that which was the control bar in your hands
Now has crumbled to splinters though you wouldn’t know it
Yeah, you didn’t know it until you found yourself back underneath
Somewhere between animalistic rage and euphoric ecstasy
The wave has come in phase and full tide to crash over
With this, his palm has found its way back to your face
You’ve latched on, hand on wrist, bracing for this high tide
Somehow you’ve found his forearm between your teeth
Biting to pass this pleasure to pain, biding your time

It’s flowing over you into this disembodied state
To a place you never quite thought you’d be

What is this, a man that’s lying next you?
He is the man that brought you through
The threshold into womanhood



Your head on my shoulder
My head on yours
Our hands so close
I can feel the heat
The thought that you just might
Feel this comfortable with me…

It’s probably just the fire
You’re spitting out
It’s this liquid courage
From behind pearly whites
You feign niceties
To keep your part in this play

But I’d like to be your friend
I’d like to mend this bridge by the end
So let’s fan the flames
Let’s bask in this heat
Show them all what a summer’s really like
We could put the Sun and the stars to shame

Your head on my shoulder
My head on yours
It’s the most ancient puzzle
Interlocking like the wheel and fire
Oh old Prometheus
What is this you’ve brought me?
Is this gold or a fool’s errand?

Am I to trip stumble and fall
As I have some many times before
Or am I to subjugate this all
To prove to you what this is all for
This reason to get up in the morning
The smiles produced without warning

It’s the energy in the air
Between our lips, this isn’t fair
When time slows to a halt
For all to witness this enigmatic assault
They’ll all be left in want
Of what we don’t need to flaunt

Your head on my shoulder
My head on your head
All else fades when I hold her
Two hearts, a single thread
To be tied, knotted through
These are the thoughts when I think of you