From Dreams: The Moon

Oh! to reach the moon
My harsh mistress
You are what I dream of
To lay in your orbit
To see you as so few have seen before
In a locked embrace
An intimate escape
Well, I’m spinning
Just to keep up gravity
So I don’t float away
Well, let’s conserve this momentum
Until the break of day

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From Dreams: The Moon

From Dreams: Reminiscing to Forget

I dreamt of you again last night
You and your dad
And for some reason in black
We were taking a picture
And you stood in front of me
But he didn’t like it too much

Yet your eyes
More real than real
The connection I could feel
In this fabrication

(Now for a chorus)
Hook me up
To the machine
Let me see
Everything
Let me live
In this tale
So I can
Finally feel!

Now I’m at work reminiscing
This nocturnal fantasy
Making a hot fuss of it all in thought
Wiping the tears so they aren’t seen
So they won’t truly know me
Or notice me
Hoping to finally forget you

From Dreams: Reminiscing to Forget

Reconciliation and Recompense

The person I hate isn’t you
It’s the construct of you I’ve created in my head
So really, it’s just me I hate
And you might’ve forgiven me
But I don’t think I ever did
For the crime committed
It’ll never be forgotten
It has shaped the husk of a ‘man’
Living here as I stand
So, like your grandfather, I’m ready for the end.
All I’ve got to do
Pull the trigger and dream away

The person I loved wasn’t you
It was a version of you I’d dreamed of
So really, you were just a fantasy
Another one of my escapist ploys
To dissuade me from living in this world
I wasn’t a real boy
Strings were still attached
Controlled by the puppet master
So, here I am, finally ready to cut the strings
It’s all I’ve left to do
Snip away and fall into the abyss

Reconciliation and Recompense

I am the wolf

Tonight, I am the wolf
Though not as in reality
But as in the mind of humanity
An attack at the ready
Snarling and biting

I’ll scratch and I’ll bite
And I’ll fight for my life!
I’ll sneak and I’ll snipe
And I’ll fight for what’s right!

Today, I am killing your livestock
Not to satiate hunger or need
Just to infuriate you from your greed
Insubstantiate all that you think you need
We’ll be freed of your ignorance

When you’re just a corpse
And we’ve melted down your horde

With your liver in my gullet
Here’s to your lover with a bullet
Protecting my territory
It’s the end of your history

I am the wolf

To You, My Notebook Blue

Thank you, my notebook blue
The only whom I can talk to
You do not judge me for my woes
Or worry me of my foes
My new spine and binding
Are finding the time for this mending
We’ll epic anew!
A new adventure together
A venture sure to secure
Some meaning in this demure…
This lull
This stage fraught and full
Of insecurity and a lack of sobriety
I’ll lower my fist aimed at society
Singing, High Anxiety
And hide away my smile
Only just cracking through
So, here’s to you,
My notebook blue

To You, My Notebook Blue